Travelling across the causeway

I am back to Singtel for a month already. Still living in jb, my home, need to travel to&fro everyday. i felt nothing(abt the travelling). perhaps i already got used to the travelling life. yesterday, bryan (a colleague from Singtel, from another team, doing same system) told me he saw me at checkpoint early in the morning, he described me this way "像灵魂在飘一样". till then i realised tat i looked so scary in the morning. the long hair floating lady.

Yes i felt tired, EVERYDAY. i need to drink coffee to stay excited and awake. i hate myself being this way, i wanted to look energetic all day long. who can tell me wad to do?

Talking abt travelling, i have a few bad experiences in the past 2 years. one of the most scary experience is : i was molested at jb checkpoint while boarding bus service 170. tat was so horrible. there were too many ppl squeezing liao, when i turned back, really couldnt tell who did tat loh. can u imagine? the ppl who molested u are on the same bus as u? i was too frighthened, tat day i stayed awake all the way to bukit timah ofc, don wanna be a victim anymore.

Now i look back at the history, really think i was too weak le, i should fight back! mayb should beat all the guys standing behind me tat time? =D now i m stronger, whoever dare to molest me, i'll get u! i'll send u to the police after beaten u up~ *wink* Just like this morning, when it was abt my turn to board the bus at jb checkpoint, someone appeared at my left to cut queue, used her elbow to hit my stomach and board the bus -_- ouch~ pain pain~ i was so angry and i blurted this -- "死肥婆~" then only i realised, she is not fat leh, in fact, she is shorter than me, a young lady. when she heard i scolded "死肥婆", she turned to stare at me. wahseh, so rude siah~ my morning mood was greatly spoilt by her.

I felt bad after that, in fact, i should be more generous to forgive her. 何必跟他们一般见识? i wish i could be more forgiveful & forgetful, then i could be happier =)